11-19-05

I know it's my fault to feel this way for you
and I know, I don't have a right to get hurt on what you do
I'm just a friend and I know I'm nothing more
but you made me feel somethingI haven't felt before

A jolt - a shock, whenever it's you I see
Such a feeling that has never occured to me.
What is this thing that I am feeling
- that with it comes such a joy of being.

Now I realize that, indeed, I have fallen.
Fallen in love and it feels a lot like dreaming.
But harsh reality brought me down to my knees
with tears and such pain that might never ease.

And then again, I just knew
I can never give enough and what's good for you.
I can't give you happiness or pleasure
and I know I'm not someone you'll deeply treasure.

But though it's like that, I can give you a good thing.
My heart and love - the center of my whole being.
But still it seems like you cannot see,
so I took it as it's not meant to be.

Now here I am, still trying to move on
but a thought suddenly came to me at dawn.
Back then was when my heart is torn
and I still can't forget what I have sworn.

"I'll give you my whole self even though you can't acccept
I'll give you everything, and this I'll never regret.
Though to you, I'm nothing more than just a friend,
you will have my love until the end."